Happy Mother’s Day.
So today I cancelled going to a birthday party to get my mom a gift. I ended up using all the money I was saving for Driver’s training, but it was worth it. Her smile was rewarding. I hugged and kissed my mom.. I haven’t done that since I was a kid. We have had the rockiest relationship ever. We’ve got into fights, arguments, and so much more. Honestly, I’m the only one in the family who treats my mother like shit. She just knows how to piss me off. I have talked so much shit on her, disrespected her, and have been so defiant towards her. But that does not mean I don’t love her. I don’t have enough balls to tell her I love her, however. I’m just not used to it. We can never hold a conversation without arguing. I hope my gift to her helps her realize that I really do love her. I know that if she was to die, I’d be the first and last to shed a tear over her. Mom, I love you. I’m sorry for being the son you never wanted.